Aw, is it really October since I last posted? Why am I so useless at maintaining a simple blog? :’)

Jeez, dentist killed me yesterday. x_x Well, not really, but still… it hurtsss. I’m hungry but it’s sore to eat anything. ¬_¬

Please let school be closed on Monday! Or at least for bus not to arrive. xD

Been playing Final Fantay X again. Still not up to where I left it last time, but I’m doing alright. It’s so hard to know if you’ve levelled up enough before you hit the next boss. I’m probably moving too fast as it is.

It was good to see all the support for Spirit Day 2010 on DeviantART. I hope some of you wore purple to support that day, too. I doubt there are many homophobes on DeviantART, but still, I wonder how they felt to see it all. To see the entire community uniting against homophobia and bullying and all that… hm.

Oh god, homework. I need to do you. Pfft.

God I like this black shirt. Frickin’ love it. Sorry and all, but I love wearing black. Blackkk. <3

Linkin Park are screaming at me. Hm. Ah well. Yuyu wrote back to me… which I was glad about. Apparently Alex is doing well. Good to know. I… I almost felt like I was betraying him, since I’ve not been thinking about him much. He seems to think about me a lot, even talks about me, according to Yuyu. Well… the guy’s kind of insane, so… eh. I guess he’s an obsessive type. I’ll be glad when he gets back though. I’ve been reviving the alt accounts a bit on TinierMe… especially the Wolfie Blackhart account. Was also thinking of starting a blog for Ket, but… eh, I dunno. I wouldn’t maintain it. I’ve already got an alt account on DeviantART and a Tumblr account which I don’t think I’m going to use. Anyway, I ramble.

I’ve been watching some more episodes of Bakemonogatari. Getting through it, slowly. I really like Senjougahara, she’s an interesting character. Lol, her violent tendencies. <3 Araragi is nice too… I kind of wish he was less of an average guy sometimes… I mean, he used to be a vampire right? This would be so much more fun if he still was.

So yeah. That’s me.

It’s all about the visuals, sometimes.

Oh, Andy Sixx. You beautiful creature. Even if Black Veil Brides don’t play amazing music, it’s worth watching the videos just to see Andy.

On an unrelated note… my fringe has almost got to an acceptable length. Which is good, for me.

Oh, there goes the last square of chocolate. Thank God for that… no more temptation sitting there smugly on my desk. I need to get coat-hangers. Also, I’m freaking out a little because I’m not sure where my photo of Teru is. I just hope to God it’s in the car. I really should get frames for the photo set sometime. Um… I’m conflicted as to whether or not to go get some tea right now. I don’t think I want to. At the same time, I do. Maybe later.

TinierMe is fun right now. I’ve met someone interesting. He’s called Nagi on there, but I think his name is Alex. It’s weird because I’ve got kind of attached to him. I haven’t got attached to any internet person since Adi, and that was months ago. I dunno. I guess I’m worried about him, since he’s pretty ill. Plus he gives me much more attention than the rest of my friends on TinierMe, so… hm. I wonder how he’d react to finding out I’m a female. Hard to say; he might go completely emo, or get angry, or… I dunno. I wanna know yet at the same time I wouldn’t dare tell him.

Kuroshitsuji II’s ending was a fail. And they completely trashed any chance of there being a season 3. Then again, if season 3 would be like season 2, or worse, then… would it be worth watching? :\

Unreal, as yet.

I’ll say goodbye, but not to whom. If you see this, you know who you are. It doesn’t even seem real that you’re not going to be in a lot of lives from now on. Not yet. By the way, you have a book of mine.

Episode 10 of Kuroshitsuji II is out tomorrow. The waiting is driving me crazy! I really hope it doesn’t take long to subtitle it. I think we’re finally gonna get to see Sebastian’s demon form! :U

There’s a blackberry on my desk. Kinda… half eaten. Blackberries really aren’t that fantastic. The teacups are also piling up on my desk again. There’s some rocks by my computer’s speakers… they’re from the banks of the river Ardeche. There’s also a little globe with all the constellations on it. Pencils everywhere, labels everywhere. Pens that don’t work. And behind my monitor, stacks of those little jewellery boxes. Y’know, those tiny ones that earrings come in? Stacks of those. I really lost track of just how many earrings I had.Well, have.

I deleted my account on VampireFreaks last night. That place wasn’t for me… some of the people were my kind, but, nah… that place needed too much involvement from me.

My tongue hurts. Ow.

I want to go to Waterstones and find a book about dreams.

Kuroshitsuji II episode 8

Oh my God. That poor boy…

-runs off to cry for twenty minutes-

Alois, you were a bitch but you didn’t deserve this. TOT Such tragedy. Damn writers, that was deliberate. Making us feel so sorry for him and then… then… Oh Claude, how could you? Damn you Claude, damn you. T^T

I don’t even think Alois is coming back.

I guess this is a harsh reminder that however much the demon butlers appear to love their masters, they are evil to the core and won’t hesitate the smash their master’s heads in once they’re no longer of use.

But come on… It totally look like they were about to kiss. And then Claude crushes Alois’ skull in. Nice guys, real nice.

This last week.

What am I doing right now? I’m talking to myself in a Russian accent.

I’ve been playing the Wii a lot of today. My sister bought me it last week while she was up visiting. So generous! And some games, too, including…

• Trauma Center: Second Opinion – Apparently it’s a sequel, but the plot is… new. So it seems no knowledge of the previous game is required. Perfect. So what is this game? It’s a medical drama simulator. I’ve only played one chapter so far, so what I write will of course be merely my preliminary judgment. Well, the game is well designed. The controls are a tad tricky but I think I’ll manage. The main character, Dr Derek Stiles, is reasonably attractive… as is his voice. There is a satisfactory amount of voice input to accompany the text. In an ideal world all the text in-game would be spoken, but I understand that that’s unnecessary time and money for the game’s producers. The graphics are good. The simulation looks good; I enjoyed performing the first operation. I’ll have to work out the best technique for extracting objects from the body with the forceps because I couldn’t ever score more than an ‘OK’ for that. Am doing better with stitches however.

• The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess – Started this one today, and I’m enjoying it. The controls take a little getting used to; it’s an irritation not being able to pan the camera but I expect I’ll become accustomed to it as I play more. Link is so handsome! A hot main character is always a plus. It’s quite cool having a horse too. Final Fantasy is great and all but I’ll take a horse over a chocobo any day. I get the feeling that combat is going to be tricky, but… well, we’ll cross that bridge when we come to it. For now I can get used the environment in the gentle setting of Ordon. I need to stop thinking how much Link looks like a Christmas elf. It really takes away from his attractiveness.

• Mario Kart – Fun! It’s going to be a challenge unlocking the unlockables though. Especially hard to unlock Rosalina, my favourite character to race with.

It was fun having the family up. Faye, my niece… she’s fascinating in a way. It’s a new and interesting experience to see someone grow up. Every time I see her she’s a little different, a little taller, a little more articulate. She seemed to have fun while she was here. Seems to like me.

Storm before the calm-ish.

Well, last night was fun. Do love a good party. Do hate the morning after. Oh well, my insides don’t feel weird anymore so that’s something. My sister and her family arrive tomorrow… and I have to sleep in a freaking tent with my mother for all of next week. Bang goes my computer time. Dad’s taking my room for no adequately explored reason. Speaking of my room, I have to finish tidying it, and then I have to hoover it.

I really need four picture frames. See, the photo set I bought at the Versailles gig in London are bluetacked around my monitor… it’s like a shrine to Versailles. I even have black ribbon in the corner that I put there the day Jasmine You died. Man… if only it were five picture frames I needed, huh? Poor guy.

I get the feeling… that tonight and tomorrow will be a little hectic. And Mum is no fun when she’s stressed.

Oh, watched episode 6 of Kuroshitsuji II today. 8D Will write up on that soon as, I was screaming with happiness while I watched it.

Erm… yeah. Dibbles hasn’t replied to me on TinierMe… or contacted me for like two days which is weird. And there’s someone else who isn’t replying which is also making me… apprehensive? Worried, a little.

Admeta’s been talking to me though. Though I can’t remember if it was me who contacted her first. I dunno. And I just remembered I had a message from Dynah to reply to. Damn. She’s gonna start getting pissed with me ’cause I’m completely skirting any responsibility, even if I am supposed to be third in command of the coven. Hmm. I mean, it’s not I really ever did anything for her. I just stuck to my principles… and she’s taken that as me being all loyal and caring when I really don’t give a damn what happens to the coven. Maybe I kid myself that I do but if it went under tomorrow I’d just go back to Lasombra or Stormhaven. Oh well. I guess she is technically bribing me to be there, have sent me the plasma and weapon upgrades. Maybe I would feel a small twinge of guilt if I ran out on her now. Haha. Even so, Neo isn’t doing any better. The headhunter competition ended like three days ago and he hasn’t contacted me or posted anything on the coven forum, so… I don’t know. That’s not like him.

Don’t you hate it when gaming becomes personal? ¬,¬

Kuroshitsuji II episode 5

YES. This episode was awesome. This new season really has lost nothing.

So, Alois Trancy. What a little bitch. And straight as a rainbow judging by his behaviour in this episode. Not only did he think it would be fun to dress up as a maid, he goes right ahead and licks Ciel’s ear. I mean it was cute, but… so very unexpectedly gay. What is his problem with his maid, Anna? I mean, so far… he’s ripped out her eye, hurled several sharp objects at her, made her strip almost naked in front of him and Claude… I know the kid’s twisted but he seems to give her special attention.

I love the developing rivalry and tension between Sebastian and Claude. It’s pretty hot. Their exchanges are so wonderfully acidic. They may both be “one hell of a butler”, but I get the feeling that Sebastian is going to pwn Claude’s ass next episode.

The Monkey Magic reference made me happy. xD

Nice to see Prince Soma back. Pretty little idiot that he is. Seemed rather odd for him to be in some random London street giving out curry bread to the poor, but there it is… Better than swanning around in his castle I suppose. The boy has no resolve whatsoever. What he’d do without Agni I don’t know.

It was strange however… the effect the mansion had on Ciel. And I don’t understand the significance of the tea. What’s it for? Also, what in the world does Alois want from Ciel? He just says “I want you”. Given his behaviour in the episode I can quite well believe that, but in all seriousness, there must be more to it than that. What could he possibly do with Ciel? . . . -slaps away naughty thoughts- Whoooaaah… could it be that it was the Trancy family that kidnapped Ciel when he was a child? Hm, it seems unlikely actually. So why did he flashback to that when he was wandering around the mansion? Hmmm. The plot thickens. And thickens.

Oh well. Looks like we have an epic demon butler showdown to look forward to next episode.

Want Scanner. Like Now.

Srsly. There’s nothing more frustrating than finishing a good drawing and not being able to show it the world. Meh, at least the drawing turned out alright finally. Some anatomy issues there I think but I can sort them once I get this thing digital. It was a fan art of Final Fantasy XII that I’ve been meaning to do for ages… it’s a picture of Fran, and the son she had with Balthier. Yeah, I know, she never had a son with Balthier. But imagine she did, ‘kay? Anyway. I spent ages drawing this kid… and redrawing him… and he still looks like a demon child. Fran came out pretty beautiful but the boy is giving the viewer a look that just says ‘I’m going to tear you limb from limb and enjoy it’. And it won’t go away. And I’ve redrawn his face like fifty times. And I refuse to do it again. Sigh.

Since I can’t be assed drawing the background I’m going to wait until the thing’s scanned and draw it digitally. Besides, I think if I do any more rubbing out on that paper it’s gone to rub right through it. It’s only printer paper after all. I don’t see the point in investing in better paper to be honest… I mean, you can have the most epic professional drawing paper in the world and still be crap. So doesn’t it work in reverse? Having Tesco Value printer paper and still being able to be good? I don’t see why not. Same with all the stationary, proper professional pencils etc. I think that kind of thing is if you’re wanting to be a serious traditional artist. Like Ecthelian or Kaoru-chan. My emphasis is more on digital. But my lineart skills are much better traditionally. And yet since I’m incompetent when it comes to colour, I have to work with both trad and digital. Sigh. I’ll probably have to learn how to colour and shade properly when I’m older since I’ll be poor and not able to afford a tablet and Photoshop and a Mac. Oh god. Let’s not think about that. >_<

I saw the hottest lesbian girl on VampireFreaks. She was so hot. ♥ But also… American. And taken.

Wolf’s Rain arrived~

Omg, my Wolf’s Rain boxset is here. Yaaayz! It’s so good, just watched the first three… maybe four, episodes. Awww… all the guys are so awesome. Even if Toboé still looks like a girl to me. I remember the first time I watched this… I spent about four episodes under the impression that he was a girl. Four episodes. That’s a long time in anime terms. I forgot how freaky Lord Darcia was when he first appeared. He looked like someone from X Japan. Still sexy though. Man, I’m totally fangirling over this series. What’s best is that I’ve only seen a third of it, so I have the rest to watch on DVD. That’s cool. I could probably even let Dad watch this if he wants to. I know it’s rated 15 but it’s only a bit of blood. If I remember rightly, lol. Yay. It was so sad when Toboé accidentally killed Lira’s falcon. D’: Tears were in my eyes. And his. He’s kind of a pussy. I’m not sure what age he’s supposed to be. Thirteen or fourteen maybe. Well, whatever. He’s adorable. Tsume is hot. Kiba is smokin’. Such a bishie. Hige however… is a pain in the ass and I hope he disappears.